I want another baby. I want to feel a glorious baby kicking inside of me. I want to feel a little one whirling and twirling and punching and kicking it's way around in my womb.
With each cycle my heart breaks just a little. Did I expect it to happen right away? Kinda. I seem to be a bit of a fertile Myrtle so I was thinking it wouldn't take much.
Do I think having another baby will 'cure' me of my pain? No.
Do I think having another baby will bring absolute joy? No. Only God can.
But, I believe that God changed our hearts for a reason. So here's to the next cycle....